I feel drugged
Emotions exposed
Don’t remember drinking
But I’m all loosened up
I tear away
Something is a mess
Cant really tell
I’m just not me
Nothing tragic has occurred
But a piece is missing
My heart seems lost
And my phone too
Broken in a million pieces
Shattered like glass
Parts scattered all over
The pain rages through
It’s a recurring memory
Fear of being alone
All taken for granted
I just want to hide
Clear in every way
Fog seems to blinden you
War of the hearts bombing
Teargas gets my eyes
I wrote for you
But I now write for me
It’s no longer clear
Justification is not in my personality
Rinse your eyes and see
Walk around the streets
And a thought hits me
Why on earth did I mess up in the first place?
But I now know
You can’t find what doesn’t want to be found
The same way I can’t find you.
@$heetheepoet
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