LOVE LOVE



Do you believe in love?
Those strong emotions,
That urge to be around someone,
That intrigue,

Does your heat beat when she calls?
Do you smile when she texts?
Those late-night conversations,
Evenings that create an impact,

Is she the one really though?
Do you believe she is?
Is she your best friend?
Is she your safe haven?

What’s love to you?
What fascinates you about love?

Is it the night cuddles?
In his arms, you feel safe
The masculinity all holding tight onto you?
That growl he makes when he moves closer?

Is it those movie nights?
That you just get distracted by her eyes
She keeps walking up and down with your tshirt on
That time that she picks you up and forces you to dance

You smiling right?
Do you believe in love?
Have you experienced love?
That burst of feelings,

Hormones acting out,
Her touch gets you all fired up,
That feeling when she walks towards you with your tshirt on,
Her smile gives you that wierd stomach feeling,
It feels like she’s the one.
Is she really though?

His voice and cologne turn you on,
The way he holds you,
Pulls you back in when you want to leave,
That forehead kiss,
you even forget to open your eyes,


She gets mad a lot right?
You can’t seem to contain her
It kinda puts you off.
The way she just overthinks and reacts,
Are you willing to stay?
Coz if you believe in love,
Then this is what love is all about;

Holding her close when she’s mad,
Being there when she’s throwing tantrums,
Tantrums you’ll leave her for the girl next door,
When she’s being wierd and breaking stuff,
Let her beat your chest,
Coz at the end that’s where she’ll lay her head on.

Be the ice when she’s the fire,
Be the storm when she’s the thunder,
This is what love is all about,
Staying when all you want do is leave,
Hoping when already all is lost,
And holding on when you are scared.

Loving them in ways they’ve never been loved,
Loving them for reasons they’ve never been told

That is love,
Do you believe?
I know you all do
I do too, coz loving ain’t perfect.
❤️



@$heetheepoet

OLD SCHOOL LOVE @jessy

Night walks maybe
Lets stroll the park
Hands locked, you like that
Let them know you belong

Hunt for shades, perfect spot
Picnic baskets, little luxury
Talk all day
One on one conversations are the best

Buy me flowers maybe
Lets be down for surprises
Walk around licking ice-cream
Smear it on your face
Lets laugh, yolo

Letters maybe
Create a strong impact than texting
A surprise pop on the inside
Smile as we read through
Hopefully there’s a written reply

I want love like in the fifties movies
Taped in black and white
Call me outdated
But I still believe in meeting your parents

In love with you forever
Stare at your face across the diner table
Those long phone calls, night and daytime
Lets talk till we run out of credit

Let’s piss off the neighbors Laughing out loud cuddle, watch romance movies I want that undisturbed bed all day love

Turn the electronics off
Lets stare, play a game maybe
Give me a horse back ride
Laugh till your ribs hurt

Tell me stories as I tell you mine
Create memories together
Lets fall asleep on each other’s arms
Let me watch you sleep, make every moment count

@$heetheepoet

A CHANCE MAYBE




Can you at least speak
Can you at least make me know
A hint maybe
I’m tired of second guessing

I think I deserve closure
I need clarity
Tired of the abyss of lies
Unfamiliar emotions

What exactly should I say?
I can’t think straight anymore
I think I’m going through depression
You becoming a daily obsession

I can’t work my way around it
I can’t make myself understand
Play a part please
Speak, speak, speak!

Yeah I did mess up
But a second chance maybe
I’m tired of shooting shots
While I miss each target, you

I had created an anthem
A forever symphony
I can give you a hint maybe
That’s right, you don’t get hints

What am I even saying
Who am I writing this to
It’s a clear hint
But I guess I’m the only one who gets it

Let your voice be heard
I promise to listen
Understand, learn, accept
Yes I promise


@$heetheepoet


FADE AWAY



I am tired of hiding
The sheets can’t conceal the truth anymore
Who is there?
Who’s willing to help?

Pull me towards you
Help me escape this loophole
Break this spell
Chant with me

Help me call out
Stand with me maybe
Lock arms,
Lemme at least feel safe

What more do you seek
Lets gather together
Roam till we get answers
It might take forever maybe

Time flies
Lemme fly you too
I want to come out
Let me take you with me


@$heetheepoet




AID




Tales of the wind
Slapped by a cold breeze
I hear the tree whispers


Please save me
Stretch out your arm
Let me reach forth
Sorry I was such a dork

How many more phases
How many more filters
Tell me the truth
Let it hurt as much as it can

I want to change
I am choosing right
Sorry I was blinded
Indefinite glory promised

I’m squatting
I’m really scared
Somebody,, can anyone hear me?

I know you see me
I know you feel a chill
The uncertainty
Benefit of doubt

I’ve been cocky
Clearly I can tell
Head always up high
Tried to hide my insecurities




@$heetheepoet


EPIPHANY

Personally a narcissist
Fell in love with my own reflection
Mirrors on the wall
All I wanted to see is me

Taught myself how to smile
Facing my reflection
My emotions spilled
I wiped my tears

Suddenly a deflection
I’m bent, the wrong angle
Water spill on my mirror
Reflection gone blurry

I see my image fighting
Trying to escape the unclarity
I can’t see clearly
But my face is dripping

Such a self lover
No one stood with me
My reflection a refraction
Sudden physics couldn’t pull anyone in

Social circle I heard her say
Still stuck in the mirror
All I had was me,
A lonely dot that never completely formed

I know it’s humorous
But I reminisce and understand
My actions, my self love
Own obsession

Reaches down my pocket
Take a cloth and clear the mirror
I finally see me, my reflection is back
But I no longer want to see

Devine revelation
Complete my dot to a circle
I think
At least I’ll have someone to bury me

Narcissism, narcissism
God forbid I go back to that
I now have you
DON’T I??

EPIPHANY

Personally a narcissist
Fell in love with my own reflection
Mirrors on the wall
All I wanted to see is me

Taught myself how to smile
Facing my reflection
My emotions spilled
I wiped my tears

Suddenly a deflection
I’m bent, the wrong angle
Water spill on my mirror
Reflection gone blurry

I see my image fighting
Trying to escape the unclarity
I can’t see clearly
But my face is dripping

Such a self lover
No one stood with me
My reflection a refraction
Sudden physics couldn’t pull anyone in

Social circle I heard her say
Still stuck in the mirror
All I had was me,
A lonely dot that never completely formed

I know it’s humorous
But I reminisce and understand
My actions, my self love
Own obsession

Reaches down my pocket
Take a cloth and clear the mirror
I finally see me, my reflection is back
But I no longer want to see

Devine revelation
Complete my dot to a circle
I think
At least I’ll have someone to bury me

Narcissism, narcissism
God forbid I go back to that
I now have you
DON’T I??

DEAD – LINE

I wish to play poker
I wish to gamble
Fame a filling cup
Let the world stare in amazement

I be a murderer
I want to make money
Be their hit man
Make a list and kill

My face on the papers
“Wanted” award money on my head
My hands still empty
They didn’t pay, they set me up

A long  jail term I hear them say
Living in the sewers underneath
I definitely got the wrong fame
The wrong publicity

Murder, theft, gambler
Do I turn myself in or do I run
Innocent blood on my hands
Result, more orphans

Sorry to the world
It finally time
Turn myself in
Sentence, death by hanging
This is my official dead-line

@$heetheepoet

NEVER TOO SAFE, SEX



I was still young
All sex meant was gender
I didn’t quite get it
Until I was a little bit older

Exposure to sex tapes
Hormones started running wild
I had an unfamiliar urge
I didn’t  quite understand

A sensation of something
Something I hadn’t felt in a while
Sex they  defined it
A lifetime pleasure

I actually thought I got it
Till I found out of the x’s and y’s
Unwanted guests would arrive
Diseases too a threat

I made him run
I made him wanna leave
All for saying No!
I’m really sorry,

What’s the fun in it
If you have to fear
But noone really cares
All they want to do is
F, F and F

Sex is intimacy
Not only physical
Hearts and mind still involved
Crave to experience all
But nothing is ever too safe


@$heetheepoet

SPINS

I have a memory
I still reminisce
Shots take me places
You were my safe haeven

I have wierd dreams
You strangle me in my sleep
Is that how much you want me gone?
Why still haunt me?

I have this unknown fear
Fear of falling in love again
I don’t know yet what’s right
I still want you

My hot showers turn cold
You put off the spark
It’s so cold
Hold me, I’m freezing

Where do you want me?
I’m willing to submit and save
The symphony we’ve created
Hold my hand, walk with me

@$heetheepoet