
I felt an itch
Something crawling on my skin
I felt numbness
I couldn’t move
My lungs were swelling up
I couldn’t breath right
I wanted to turn and see
But it was too bright
I feel I’m getting back to my senses
But I still can’t see
Something strong burning my eyes
I still can’t move my fingers
I move my head away from the light
Someone is standing there
The strong stench of drugs
I feel the needles all over me
I see a white coat come in
Murmers expose my fear
First lights from a car
I wanted to commit suicide
Why didn’t I die?
Why am I still feeling?
What had happened?
I think I’m losing it
I want to panic
I want to scream
Then again I open my eyes
Lying in the park, was reading a novel.
@$heetheepoet