OLD SCHOOL LOVE @jessy

Night walks maybe
Lets stroll the park
Hands locked, you like that
Let them know you belong

Hunt for shades, perfect spot
Picnic baskets, little luxury
Talk all day
One on one conversations are the best

Buy me flowers maybe
Lets be down for surprises
Walk around licking ice-cream
Smear it on your face
Lets laugh, yolo

Letters maybe
Create a strong impact than texting
A surprise pop on the inside
Smile as we read through
Hopefully there’s a written reply

I want love like in the fifties movies
Taped in black and white
Call me outdated
But I still believe in meeting your parents

In love with you forever
Stare at your face across the diner table
Those long phone calls, night and daytime
Lets talk till we run out of credit

Let’s piss off the neighbors Laughing out loud cuddle, watch romance movies I want that undisturbed bed all day love

Turn the electronics off
Lets stare, play a game maybe
Give me a horse back ride
Laugh till your ribs hurt

Tell me stories as I tell you mine
Create memories together
Lets fall asleep on each other’s arms
Let me watch you sleep, make every moment count

@$heetheepoet

A CHANCE MAYBE

Can you at least speak
Can you at least make me know
A hint maybe
I’m tired of second guessing

I think I deserve closure
I need clarity
Tired of the abyss of lies
Unfamiliar emotions

What exactly should I say?
I can’t think straight anymore
I think I’m going through depression
You becoming a daily obsession

I can’t work my way around it
I can’t make myself understand
Play a part please
Speak, speak, speak!

Yeah I did mess up
But a second chance maybe
I’m tired of shooting shots
While I miss each target, you

I had created an anthem
A forever symphony
I can give you a hint maybe
That’s right, you don’t get hints

What am I even saying
Who am I writing this to
It’s a clear hint
But I guess I’m the only one who gets it

Let your voice be heard
I promise to listen
Understand, learn, accept
Yes I promise

@$heetheepoet

FADE AWAY

I am tired of hiding
The sheets can’t conceal the truth anymore
Who is there?
Who’s willing to help?

Pull me towards you
Help me escape this loophole
Break this spell
Chant with me

Help me call out
Stand with me maybe
Lock arms,
Lemme at least feel safe

What more do you seek
Lets gather together
Roam till we get answers
It might take forever maybe

Time flies
Lemme fly you too
I want to come out
Let me take you with me

@$heetheepoet

AID

Tales of the wind
Slapped by a cold breeze
I hear the tree whispers

Please save me
Stretch out your arm
Let me reach forth
Sorry I was such a dork

How many more phases
How many more filters
Tell me the truth
Let it hurt as much as it can

I want to change
I am choosing right
Sorry I was blinded
Indefinite glory promised

I’m squatting
I’m really scared
Somebody,, can anyone hear me?

I know you see me
I know you feel a chill
The uncertainty
Benefit of doubt

I’ve been cocky
Clearly I can tell
Head always up high
Tried to hide my insecurities

@$heetheepoet

EPIPHANY

Personally a narcissist
Fell in love with my own reflection
Mirrors on the wall
All I wanted to see is me

Taught myself how to smile
Facing my reflection
My emotions spilled
I wiped my tears

Suddenly a deflection
I’m bent, the wrong angle
Water spill on my mirror
Reflection gone blurry

I see my image fighting
Trying to escape the unclarity
I can’t see clearly
But my face is dripping

Such a self lover
No one stood with me
My reflection a refraction
Sudden physics couldn’t pull anyone in

Social circle I heard her say
Still stuck in the mirror
All I had was me,
A lonely dot that never completely formed

I know it’s humorous
But I reminisce and understand
My actions, my self love
Own obsession

Reaches down my pocket
Take a cloth and clear the mirror
I finally see me, my reflection is back
But I no longer want to see

Devine revelation
Complete my dot to a circle
I think
At least I’ll have someone to bury me

Narcissism, narcissism
God forbid I go back to that
I now have you
DON’T I??

EPIPHANY