I’m here screaming
Cant anyone hear me
I can’t see the end
It’s foggy inside

The wetness of my eyes
Like acid, my eyes burn
I want to get a hold
Nothing is at sight

Where is everyone?
Why is the office empty?
Who started this?
Is it time?

I think I’m suffocating
It’s clear it’s my end
I see the flames coming
I see the white light

Is it time?
Why didn’t anyone try?
Why I’m I stuck here alone?
Where’s the help?
Is anyone really coming?

It’s getting hotter
My face getting wetter
I’m losing my senses
Is this it?

It’s caving in
Is it time already?
I fall on the floor
Everything goes to back.

@$heetheepoet

I feel drugged
Emotions exposed
Don’t remember drinking
But I’m all loosened up

I tear away
Something is a mess
Cant really tell
I’m just not me

Nothing tragic has occurred
But a piece is missing
My heart seems lost
And my phone too

Broken in a million pieces
Shattered like glass
Parts scattered all over
The pain rages through

It’s a recurring memory
Fear of being alone
All taken for granted
I just want to hide

Clear in every way
Fog seems to blinden you
War of the hearts bombing
Teargas gets my eyes

I wrote for you
But I now write for me
It’s no longer clear
Justification is not in my personality
Rinse your eyes and see

Walk around the streets
And a thought hits me
Why on earth did I mess up in the first place?
But I now know
You can’t find what doesn’t want to be found
The same way I can’t find you.







@$heetheepoet

They call love a game
But I seem to be benched
Players in the field
I just watch and learn


They all have a shot
A shot straight to the goal
A missed free kick
Heads down in disappointment

Game on
They back in running
Another player has the shot
And it’s the same disappointment

I wish I could warn her
The goalkeeper to keep watch
The shots will keep coming
Eyes open, more vigilant

Time to make a change
I go in, a defender
Ready, I join in the game
Giving it all I got

Here comes the striker
Right straight towards me
I have to defend the goal
I have to take the ball

Finally ninety minutes gone
And the match over too
No shots fired
I did defend her post.



@$heetheepoet

TICKTOK

It’s the final race
Nation at war
Insecurities of the planet
Past present and future

Rivers running dry
Thirst going rampant
Ribs getting exposed
Stomachs carving in

Smoke screen as I gaze up
Wildfire spreading wild
Wiping away the habit of many
Nowhere to run but perish

Waters from above pouring
A cursed blessing
Bringing floods into the nation
Drowning homes and people
Pershing, no help comes

Strong winds say hello
Carrying the vital with it
People lose their homes
Lives lost on the spot
Streets filled with the homeless

Vitamin D rays hit the ground
Scorching, devouring the vegetation
Brown and yellow all is seen
Dependants dying of starvation

Movement to save the nation
Green life, save the vegetation
Protect endangered species
Keep the nation growing

Ticktok time’s ticking
Control the wild fires
Curbing the strong sun rays
Curbing global warming

Heal the word
Make it better
Keep her safe
Protect her organs.







@$heetheepoet

Introduced to drugs
Carries a tiny pocket bag
Language changed to slung
Streets a refuge home

No chances of advice
Smoking, sniffing and drinking
Turning  to a life of crime
To afford these unique drugs

Arrested for drug trafficking
No urge to listen
Warning shots fired
People actually cared

Unique group of thugs
Behind bars and supermarkets
Often seen begging
Hard to get a meal

Girls raped in the open
Safe becomes unsafe
Unable to see the harm
Time is yet to come

Influencing more youths
Now up rank to heroine
Discarded syringes in the streets
A sigh of the upcoming doom

Diseases roaming the streets
None seems to take note
Thinking it’s a passing chill
Hell about to unleash the unknown

Increased rate of infections
Deaths all over the streets
They finally realize
What did lie ahead

Finally awareness is created
Hiv aids is real
Running wild across the streets
In the youths, the last hope

Say no to drugs
Say no the influence
Stay clean
Save your life





@$heetheepoet

Let me try to narrate
I hope you can relate
To the deep end we sailed
Electric bars, you got me caged

I hear you tell
My loyalty want to sell
The next boat over the sea
Blue reflection all I see

Your chances all a fake
Blinded all I take
In your court you set the ball
With pride you stand tall

Bruised a score of zero
Wanting to be a hero
Chances getting shallow
Spaces getting narrow


For you a shameful slap
I finally get the clap
My day finally made
All your hopes finally fade

I got the final say
Controls down for the day
Epic fail for the tallman
We finally skipping the ad.




@$heetheepoet

I hear the thrilling noise
Calling, it scares
Afraid to open my eyes
Who is calling?

Provoked by the nature of the noise
Shaking in terror
Covered under my sheets
Motion detected

Halloween fever
Scared of little pranks
Worst annual holiday
Loved my most

Afraid of the dark
Nothing I see but yellow
Pumpkins everywhere
Don’t see the significance

Haunted house visit
Skulls talking
Dead walking
Spiders hanging

My ghost costume
Same every year
No fun just treats
Trickle treat is what they call it

Where is the fun at?
Nightmares for months
Night light always on
Kids laughing at my face

Wanna stay in
Burry my face in my pillow
I need to grow up
Face my fear like my peers.



@$heetheepoet

Eyes shut no category
Slides up scientific anatomy
Microsoft Word new typing
Farmers staff all projects

Success knocking
Knowledge feeding
Instructions following
Tutor needed

Hours running
Tension rising
Body shaking
Fear reloaded

National examination
Adrenaline motion
Taking caution
No fraud


Stationery arranged
Success engaged
Bet some failed
Completion detected


Head down final prayer.

@$heetheepoet

Loneliness my middle name
Abandoned early in a sewer
Rescued by a mother
Cursed as termed

A shelter kid since then
Visited by none
Cried to the gloomy clouds
Hoping for a clear day

Daylight full of torture
Skin burns from the major
On leash I had to labor
My tummy needed care

Why was I left?
Down in the gutters,heartfelt
Unwanted rescued by none
No circle just a lonely dot

Born from a woman
Thrown out by mother
Rescued by mother
Never went any further

My past creepy and dark
Daylight no longer seen
All I want is to scream
And curse my unfortunate birth




@$heetheepoet

My world is collapsing
My heart is racing
Cant seem to find the remedy
Cant seem to find the cure

I want to fix this
The blue print is fading
Tension running wild
All she needs is closure

Pollution from every corner
noone seems to care
Her heart is giving up
Life support is failing

Tired of the abandonment
Running to seek refuge
Known turns to unknown
Nothing seems to help

Scared by her own
Living in a worse state
They seem to take note
Of her deteriorating surface

Time is ticking
It’s a death race
Protected by a mask
That’s all she’s got

It’s not fiction
This is real
Change our ways
To save her life


@$heetheepoet