Night walks maybe
Lets stroll the park
Hands locked, you like that
Let them know you belong

Hunt for shades, perfect spot
Picnic baskets, little luxury
Talk all day
One on one conversations are the best

Buy me flowers maybe
Lets be down for surprises
Walk around licking ice-cream
Smear it on your face
Lets laugh, yolo

Letters maybe
Create a strong impact than texting
A surprise pop on the inside
Smile as we read through
Hopefully there’s a written reply

I want love like in the fifties movies
Taped in black and white
Call me outdated
But I still believe in meeting your parents

In love with you forever
Stare at your face across the diner table
Those long phone calls, night and daytime
Lets talk till we run out of credit

Let’s piss off the neighbors Laughing out loud cuddle, watch romance movies I want that undisturbed bed all day love

Turn the electronics off
Lets stare, play a game maybe
Give me a horse back ride
Laugh till your ribs hurt

Tell me stories as I tell you mine
Create memories together
Lets fall asleep on each other’s arms
Let me watch you sleep, make every moment count

@$heetheepoet

Can you at least speak
Can you at least make me know
A hint maybe
I’m tired of second guessing

I think I deserve closure
I need clarity
Tired of the abyss of lies
Unfamiliar emotions

What exactly should I say?
I can’t think straight anymore
I think I’m going through depression
You becoming a daily obsession

I can’t work my way around it
I can’t make myself understand
Play a part please
Speak, speak, speak!

Yeah I did mess up
But a second chance maybe
I’m tired of shooting shots
While I miss each target, you

I had created an anthem
A forever symphony
I can give you a hint maybe
That’s right, you don’t get hints

What am I even saying
Who am I writing this to
It’s a clear hint
But I guess I’m the only one who gets it

Let your voice be heard
I promise to listen
Understand, learn, accept
Yes I promise


@$heetheepoet

I am tired of hiding
The sheets can’t conceal the truth anymore
Who is there?
Who’s willing to help?

Pull me towards you
Help me escape this loophole
Break this spell
Chant with me

Help me call out
Stand with me maybe
Lock arms,
Lemme at least feel safe

What more do you seek
Lets gather together
Roam till we get answers
It might take forever maybe

Time flies
Lemme fly you too
I want to come out
Let me take you with me


@$heetheepoet

Tales of the wind
Slapped by a cold breeze
I hear the tree whispers


Please save me
Stretch out your arm
Let me reach forth
Sorry I was such a dork

How many more phases
How many more filters
Tell me the truth
Let it hurt as much as it can

I want to change
I am choosing right
Sorry I was blinded
Indefinite glory promised

I’m squatting
I’m really scared
Somebody,, can anyone hear me?

I know you see me
I know you feel a chill
The uncertainty
Benefit of doubt

I’ve been cocky
Clearly I can tell
Head always up high
Tried to hide my insecurities




@$heetheepoet

Personally a narcissist
Fell in love with my own reflection
Mirrors on the wall
All I wanted to see is me

Taught myself how to smile
Facing my reflection
My emotions spilled
I wiped my tears

Suddenly a deflection
I’m bent, the wrong angle
Water spill on my mirror
Reflection gone blurry

I see my image fighting
Trying to escape the unclarity
I can’t see clearly
But my face is dripping

Such a self lover
No one stood with me
My reflection a refraction
Sudden physics couldn’t pull anyone in

Social circle I heard her say
Still stuck in the mirror
All I had was me,
A lonely dot that never completely formed

I know it’s humorous
But I reminisce and understand
My actions, my self love
Own obsession

Reaches down my pocket
Take a cloth and clear the mirror
I finally see me, my reflection is back
But I no longer want to see

Devine revelation
Complete my dot to a circle
I think
At least I’ll have someone to bury me

Narcissism, narcissism
God forbid I go back to that
I now have you
DON’T I??

Personally a narcissist
Fell in love with my own reflection
Mirrors on the wall
All I wanted to see is me

Taught myself how to smile
Facing my reflection
My emotions spilled
I wiped my tears

Suddenly a deflection
I’m bent, the wrong angle
Water spill on my mirror
Reflection gone blurry

I see my image fighting
Trying to escape the unclarity
I can’t see clearly
But my face is dripping

Such a self lover
No one stood with me
My reflection a refraction
Sudden physics couldn’t pull anyone in

Social circle I heard her say
Still stuck in the mirror
All I had was me,
A lonely dot that never completely formed

I know it’s humorous
But I reminisce and understand
My actions, my self love
Own obsession

Reaches down my pocket
Take a cloth and clear the mirror
I finally see me, my reflection is back
But I no longer want to see

Devine revelation
Complete my dot to a circle
I think
At least I’ll have someone to bury me

Narcissism, narcissism
God forbid I go back to that
I now have you
DON’T I??

I wish to play poker
I wish to gamble
Fame a filling cup
Let the world stare in amazement

I be a murderer
I want to make money
Be their hit man
Make a list and kill

My face on the papers
“Wanted” award money on my head
My hands still empty
They didn’t pay, they set me up

A long  jail term I hear them say
Living in the sewers underneath
I definitely got the wrong fame
The wrong publicity

Murder, theft, gambler
Do I turn myself in or do I run
Innocent blood on my hands
Result, more orphans

Sorry to the world
It finally time
Turn myself in
Sentence, death by hanging
This is my official dead-line

@$heetheepoet

I was still young
All sex meant was gender
I didn’t quite get it
Until I was a little bit older

Exposure to sex tapes
Hormones started running wild
I had an unfamiliar urge
I didn’t  quite understand

A sensation of something
Something I hadn’t felt in a while
Sex they  defined it
A lifetime pleasure

I actually thought I got it
Till I found out of the x’s and y’s
Unwanted guests would arrive
Diseases too a threat

I made him run
I made him wanna leave
All for saying No!
I’m really sorry,

What’s the fun in it
If you have to fear
But noone really cares
All they want to do is
F, F and F

Sex is intimacy
Not only physical
Hearts and mind still involved
Crave to experience all
But nothing is ever too safe


@$heetheepoet

I have a memory
I still reminisce
Shots take me places
You were my safe haeven

I have wierd dreams
You strangle me in my sleep
Is that how much you want me gone?
Why still haunt me?

I have this unknown fear
Fear of falling in love again
I don’t know yet what’s right
I still want you

My hot showers turn cold
You put off the spark
It’s so cold
Hold me, I’m freezing

Where do you want me?
I’m willing to submit and save
The symphony we’ve created
Hold my hand, walk with me

@$heetheepoet

L-Lust
What you define love
Driven by lust
Sexiness and erotica
Bdsm what they want more
Emotions no longer considered
Heartbreaks no longer felt
Body gone numb
No strings attached

O- Obsession
What you define love
Obsession with the hidden
Playing games no longer with the heart
Droll over her as she walks by
Thoughts turn sexual
Race for the wild

V-Virginity
What you define love
Hearts and emotions driven by pleasure
Juggle them like a circus trick
Moving with the rarest pick
Up for a sleepover they ask
No more fun just sex

E-Eternity
What you define love
Thought it was an eternal affair
Why love if you just up for games
Why waste time if you ain’t committed
Ripe for a fruitful relationship
But all driven, lust, obsession and virginity
Love has become undefined.

@$heetheepoet